
The Little J and B
It is hard to believe that it is the night of Christmas…. After a full day with friends, family, and lots and lots of food the house is finally quiet! The Little J is in his room playing with his new basketball hoop, M is reading a book and playing with her new camera, B is reading a book and watching a Christmas movie (serious multi-tasker there!) and the Big J is over at his Aunt’s house. Derek and I have put away all the food, dishes, and holiday splendor and we are just amazed at how far we have come this year. And we eagerly look forward to the coming year with great anticipation of good things yet to come!
We took some time off – really just a break from the outside world this last month to kind of process everything that has gone on. In reality November was probably the WORST month of 2010 for us. We had a huge medical scare, we ended an 18 month battle with a one-woman IDIOT, I watched as a childhood friend battled cancer in her last days, and there were lots of changes (not for the good) at my school. And through it all the one verse that kept running through my mind was “For I know the plans I have for you”, declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.” {Jeremiah 29:11} And that to me really summed up how we have made it as far as we have. Knowing that He knows what is best for our family and having the faith to accept his will in allowing us to move forward when things don’t go our way.
And my job allows me to have really a LOT of time off during the year, and this year Derek has managed to either be off with us, or work from home and it has been great for our family. To just be able to sit back, talk, play, and laugh as a family (and oh yeah.- attend the Big J’s Christmas Tournament!). We have had so much fun this last week there were several days that we did not even realize what day it was, and Thursday I was talking to someone about our Christmas Eve dinner, and I didn’t even realize it was the next day!! It was classic! God really allowed us to just get lost in our family and it has been pure joy!!
Today, when all of our friends’ kids were up and opening gifts ours were snoozing away! I finally woke them up at 8:45 so they would have time to open their gifts and shower before our company started arriving. And this being the Little J’s first real experience with the concept of Christmas—to say he was amazed was an understatement. When Derek carried him out, and he saw our tree with all the presents he was just SPEECHLESS! He just threw his little hands up in the air and was shocked that gifts were actually left at our tree! And then he just said “all of these?? But why???” he was so amazed that Santa actually came because he was a good boy this year! It was the cutest thing ever! And I thought I wonder if we bring him as much joy as he brings to us? I wonder if he knows how God picked up to be his parents to fill a longing that was so deep inside us? And as I have watched him grow these last six months and listen to how he talks to us—I know that he is full of just as much adoration for us as we are to him! When he says to me.. Mommy I love you as big as the sky.. or Mommy I like you the mostest! He just melts my heart! And I think – our family has been blessed!
The girls have had a lazy break to say the least! Lots of winter reading and catching up on some much needed sleep! One thing that Derek and I both said last week was WOW!! It is so NICE that all of our kids LOVE to sleep in! I don’t think we were up before nine one day last week! And if we keep at it, I think we will try the same next week!
Check out the Big J’s season over at www.jaxnets.blogspot.com He is having a great 10th grade year! The Pack is 7-1 this year—only losing to Ocala Forest on 12/18. And that is comical there, because just a few short weeks before that game we said we would NEVER go back to Ocala, and then lo and behold God’s sense of humor sent us right back over!! Never say never I guess was that lesson!
This next week we are going to clean some closets, purge some extra stuff and enjoy being a family that has been and continues to be BLESSED beyond measure. My goal this next year is to really trust God with situations that arise in my life. To let him be the driver so to speak and not worry about things out of my control- to be content with what I have been given and to trust Him more to work out those small details! I am excited about a new Bible Study, and I am confident that HE picked it just for ME!!
I will post some pictures of the kiddos in the coming week, and I am going to try and be more diligent with the BLOG!! I just needed some time to work out a few issues HAHA!!
Enjoy your night!
Tonya